Yes it is all well with me, but my heart breaks for your loss. I do a volunteer bereavement ministry at my church so I am sensitive to this sort of thing and what I've learned since my own son passed away back in '95 is that there isn't a lot of outlets for guys to express the pain they are going through because we're taught that boys don't cry and that men are supposed to suck it up and be the strong ones. Men have feelings too, especially when a family member dies. Please know that I am praying for you and understand some of what you're feeling.
May God's peace be upon you and your family,